goodbye brisbane, australia, hello malaysia~

today is the day. tonight, i'll be leaving brisbane, australia and will be heading back to malaysia, my home country. no words can describe what is my feeling right now. mix feeling. sad, happy, tired and the list goes on. it's 2am in the morning, and i am still awake. cleaning my house since we will be having inspection at 8am, and at the same time packing all my stuffs in the luggages. hope everything goes well. hope all of us will be safely arrived in malaysia. goodbye QUT. goodbye brisbane, queensland the sunshine state. i'm sure gonna miss you and all the wonderful people here. insyaallah, i'll come here again someday.

quick update~

i have been very busy these days. trying to spend time left preciously. took the opportunities to tour the Brisbane City and Gold Coast with friends. one more day to go, yet i still have many things to do. semoga Allah permudahkan semua urusan kami di sini. insyaallah. to my dear Jo, please get well soon. we all miss you and will always pray for your recovery. wish that i can meet and hug you again before i leave Brisbane.

Another fun day with friends~

First of all, I hope that all of my family and friends had a wonderful Eid celebration. I had a splendid one! In the morning, with some of my friends and juniors, we convoyed to Uni of Queensland for the prayer. Then, Hanis, Erma and I went to Brisbane International Airport to fetch Hanis's brother who was just arrived from Auckland. Had breakfast at home and then started our journey to Harbor Town, Gold Coast. The weather was quite hot and we had some problem with the car. But, luckily we managed to arrived Harbor Town safely. It's shopping time! Spent about 4 hours and then went to Surfers Paradise. Spent most of the time by playing by the beach. Then, shopping time again where some of us bought souvenirs and shirts from Hard Rock Cafe. Quite a tiring day, yet it was fun and memorable. Thank you friends!

Salam Aidiladha~

It's 12.00am in the morning and I'm still awake. I know, I should have been sleeping right now but I think I should write what has happened tonight. Sempena menyambut Aidiladha, saya dan sahabat-sahabat yang masih berada di Herston berkumpul dan bersama-sama mengerjakan solat Isyak secara berjemaah dan bertakbir. Rasa tersentuh hati bila mengalunkan takbir tadi. Terfikir bila lagi saya akan berkesempatan untuk bersama-sama menyambut hari raya dengan sahabat-sahabat yang saya anggap sebagai sebahagian dari keluarga sendiri. Terkenang juga saat indah wukuf bersama arwah abah, mama, mak ana dan kakak-kakak di arafah sewaktu menunaikan haji dulu. Terima kasih Ya Allah kerana memberi dan mengurniakan saya peluang itu dan sahabat-sahabat yang begitu baik. Then I went to Mount Coo-tha Point Lookout with some of my friends (Hanis, Fariha, Bella, Jemi, Faidz, Zam and Izzat) to see the view of Brisbane city at night. The view was really beautiful. Even though it was quite cold there, we really enjoyed the scenery, chatting and laughing with each other. Thank you my friends tonight, for the very wonderful memory. Since this is the first and the last time of me celebrating Aidiladha in Brisbane, I am surely will treasure the moments that we have spent together. Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Aidiladha buat keluarga serta semua sahabat :) Mendoakan juga buat umat Islam yang berada di bumi anbiya, supaya mereka diberi kekuatan yang luar biasa untuk mengerjakan haji. Insyaallah~

lovely day, lovely people~

Last Thursday (11-11-10), I went to Uni. It was a memorable day. It was a day when I had a one-to-one conversation with our Mum. I felt quite sad when thinking of that it might be the last time for me to have a chat with her individually (even though I know that I am always welcome to meet her at anytime). Since I am extremely worried about my results, talking with her made me feel better. Her inspiring words, her soft voice, the confidence that she has when she said that everything will be okay at least able to soothe the feeling of anxious in me. It's so good to know her and to be able to work with her and Jan as well. Working with both of them is a pleasure. Jo Carr, to me she in not only as the coordinator, but is a mother. She always concern and give advice regarding our academic performance and daily life here. It's so wonderful to know that you'll always be with us even though you are going to retire soon. While Jan Harvey, she takes care of us too. She have contributed and put a lot of efforts in helping us to complete assignments and always be there for us especially during the tough time we had here. Ah, both of them are so kind to me and all of us. They always motivate us in these two years time. Yes, they mean a lot to us. Thanks very much Jo and Jan, for all your love, support and guidance while we are here. Thank you for everything.

What my heart feels~

It feels like a short while staying here in Brisbane. The first time I arrived here, I thought, “it’s going to be a long time”. But then, now that it already comes to an end, it was like only a few days of me staying here. It’s just like yesterday when waved my hand and said goodbye to everybody in Malaysia. Well, this is life. This is reality. I’m going back for good to Malaysia soon. After almost two years staying here, I’ve gone through, experienced and learned many new things. And it was all enjoyable yet memorable ones. I am sad to leave this land. I have a big wonderful happy family here. All the lecturers and friends here are just like my own family. We are very close to each other. Yes, I love them very much. I’m sure, I’m gonna miss everything that I did here with them. But yes, I have to admit, it’s time for me to go home. I will miss you Brissy.

Happy Birthday Aliaa~

I wish you a day,

full of special delights,

warmhearted feelings,

and heartwarming sights.

I wish you a day,

which is wonderful,

that brings all the happiness,

that will bring smiles on your face.

I pray that all your dreams and wishes will come true,

just like what you wished for.

Happy 22nd Birthday Dear.

May Allah bless you always.

Glad to have a special friend like you.

Love you :)

Great companion~

when you have someone by your side that can easily make you laugh...

someone that can brighten your day full with laughter and happiness...

someone who cheers you up...

then you should appreciate the person...

for giving you moments to be treasured...

i’m so glad that i have one.

thank you.

Finally~

today was my last class in aussie..

yes, this semester is going to end very soon..

the classes are all ended..

but i would say that it's not officially end since i still have an exam on the 5th of november..

but for sure,

i will miss all the lecturers..

i will miss the environment of studying here..

i will miss QUT..

being given the opportunity to study here is one of the precious gifts in my life..

thank you Allah.

p/s: yes, i can't wait to go home, but at the same time, i feel sad to leave this kangaroo land :(

It's coming to the end~

This semester is going to end soon.

But still,

I have 3 more assignments.

15 October 2010 - Comparative Curriculum Study

18 October 2010 - Resources, Design and Evaluation for EFL

5 November 2010 - Teaching Reading and Writing Exam

Ya Allah,

PadaMu kupohon segala harapan,

Kupasrah dengan segala dugaanMu,

Namun,

Kau kuatkan lah hatiku,

Kau kuatkan lah semangatku,

Kau tabahkan aku untuk menghadapi segalanya.

This was written by Khirol (2010):

In happy moments praise Allah,

In difficult moments seek Allah,

In quite moments worship Allah,

In painful moments trust Allah,

In every moments thank Allah.

I miss home. I miss him :(

10.10.10

nothing interesting happened to me today...

it's just like another typical Sunday...

was unhappy actually since I didn't get the chance to meet him in Sydney...

but when I saw his face in Berita Harian and Utusan Online...

gembira la sikit hati ni...

at least it helped to brighten my day...

thanks to Kak Long, the one who mentioned about this :)

click here to read the news: it's about the new format of UPSR and PMR

click here to read

p/s: I love you :)

Cinta~

Ya Allah,

"jika aku jatuh hati,

jagalah hatiku padanya,

agar tidak berpaling dari hati-Mu,

jika memang benar aku jatuh cinta,

maka jatuhkan lah cintaku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya pada-Mu,

agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk mencintai-Mu,

sesungguhnya cinta yang paling agung ialah cinta kepada-Mu, Allah yang Maha Esa"

click here for a very meaningful video:

Buat Yang Tersayang

p/s: moga kamu yang terbaik yang telah Allah kurniakan buat saya. insyaAllah.

Tiga Amalan~

“ Apabila seseorang manusia itu meninggal, maka terputuslah segala pahala amalannya, melainkan tiga amalan yang kekal berterusan walaupun selepas kematian, iaitu amalan soleh, sedekah jariah, ilmu yang bermanfaat dan doa anak yang soleh kepada kedua ibu bapanya”.

This is what has been mentioned by one of my uncles when I lost my father 7 years ago.

Abah, I promise you that I will always try my best to be a good daughter who will always pray for you. May you rest in peace.

Ya Allah, please forgive him. Please keep him safe from harm, grant him Jannah and place him among the right people.

Dear you my friend, my condolences to you. Sorry to hear about your lost. Be strong for her. Always pray for her because she needs your prayers. Al-fatihah.

Friends come and go~

Friends come, and friends go.

but

True friends stick by you always like family.

On Your Birthday~

Dear Mr. Mischievous :)

I’m wishing you another year
Of laughter, joy and fun,
Surprises, love and happiness on your birthday today.

I hope you feel deep in your heart,
How very much you mean to me,
More than you can know.
It's your birthday,and I can't be there to celebrate it with you,I'm sorry,But from here,I send you a special birthday wish and a prayer.
Happy 23rd Birthday Sayang,Have a wonderful one,I hope that all of your birthday wishes come true,Hope that you have had a great time today.May Allah bless you always,with the good health,and happiness too.

Love,Mrs. Mischievous :)
p/s: i love you.

Thought of the day~

the best way to learn to appreciate others
is
to imagine yourself and your life without them

yes, i miss them~

abah and mama

i miss both of you

i miss all of our family too

i miss all of you

p/s: congrats my dear sis! i will always pray for you. i love you. sorry for not able to be there with you.

Salam Lebaran~

selamat hari raya everyone :)

saya happy~

terima kasih kawan2..=)

At one point in our lives~

At one point in our lives, we may feel life is bitter that sweet,

At one point in our lives, we may feel like giving up hope,

At one point in our lives, we may feel small and invisible,

At one point in our lives, we may hear nothing but silence,

At one point in our lives, we may feel that we are no longer have the strength to be strong.

Yes, I know who I am...

twenty-two~

it's my birthday!

and i had a wonderful birthday today!

thank you again, for all the wishes, texts, and calls.

i do appreciate it all :)

p/s: will update later about my birthday celebration =)

Salam Perantauan~

gambar ni masuk salam perantauan di berita harian hari ni

16 Ogos 2010

thank you shiha!

you made my day :)

kepada family di Malaysia,

saya rindu kamu semua sangat2!

1st Ramadhan & Hanis's Birthday~

Alhamdulillah, everything went well yesterday even though it was a quite tiring day as I had class for the whole day. Attended Iftar and Tarawikh at uni then we had a quick yet memorable celebration on Hanis' birthday at home.

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while waiting for the free shuttle to take us back home :)

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at home, celebrated Hanis's birthday

happy birthday hanis!

p/s: i think i've gained my weight :(

maybe~

i am not as important as most people...

Ramadhan: A Fully Blessed Month~

May this Ramadhan be a month of blessings,

a month full of forgiveness and guidances for us.

Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa Everyone!

Semoga Ramadhan kali ini lebih bermakna dari Ramadhan sebelumnya.

InsyaAllah.

p/s: this going to be my second and last Ramadhan in Australia. gembira ada, sedih pun ada. huhuhu.

friendship never ends~

true friendship is a gift,
so precious,
sometimes we take it for granted,
we are human,
sometimes we do make mistakes,
but please don't let me lose the gift,
which is so precious to me,

sorry for my mistake dear friend,

and thanks for tonight too,

cause i had so much fun because all of you.

life and death~

Some are just lucky to have their parents along the journey of growing up.
To have their parents attend their graduation day.
To have their parents on their wedding day.
And have the chance to take care of their parents.

But some are just not that lucky.

I shall say,

Some are fated not to have that kind of luck in life.

I am one of them.

I lost my dad 7 years ago.

How time flies when I think back of it. It feels like we just shared some laughter with him. It feels like just yesterday that I kissed my dad before going to school.

Everything feels like yesterday, to me.

And few days ago,

I just got to know that one of my friends lost his mother few years back. Even though I have never met her before in life, but deep inside, I am feeling the lost. I know how he feels.

Dear you,

I know you won't be reading this, but I do pray that you are given extraordinary strength to go on with life, studies and to cope with the grief.

I hope I have the strength too. I know we will be strong. InsyaAllah.

Kita yang masih hidup ni, Redhakan pemergiannya. We need to continue our life. What we can do is just pray for them, which I believe that you will never forget to do it everyday.


p/s: i miss you abah.

friendship day~

from khirol's cam

from khirol's cam

pic taken from izzy's fb

taken from nad's fb


The wonderful moments we have spent together,
sharing joys and sorrows with each other,
will always be remembered.

Thanks for making my life so beautiful and meaningful.

Happy Friendship Day Friends!

May the friendship bonds among us grow stronger ever and ever.

InsyaAllah.

I heart all of you so much!

p/s: this post is dedicated to ALL of my friends =)

morning fog in Brisbane~

yes~

love~

photo from photobucket

love is not just between two individuals of different gender,

but it happens with anyone who are actually bonded to each other,

relationship in family is love,

friendship bond is love,

when you respect and appreciate someone,

you actually show some love too,

look around you,

how many people do you actually love,

and you will realize that they are precious to you,

so people,

respect everybody you love,

appreciate them while you still can,

and,

love everyone around you as much as you want them to love, respect and appreciate you.

an ending usually come out with a new beginning~

my holiday is over.
and a new semester is going to start tomorrow.
back to the busy days after this.
let's hope this new semester will go just fine as last semester.
insyaAllah.





















looking towards a bright future

p/s: thanks to prince mischievous for the lovely picture.

birthday wishes~

today is my mum's birthday.

dear mama,

on your special day,
i want you to know that you're such a great mum for me.

what you have taught and given me are precious,
you taught me everything,
you gave me the means to live and up till now,
you never stop encouraging me to work hard to achieve all my dreams,
you taught me how to deal with pain and endure the hardship,
you taught me how to appreciate things and people around me,
and you taught me how to be strong in facing this life.
because of that,
i always amazed by how much you care of all your daughters.

your birthday means so much to me,
i'm grateful,
to have you in my life till now.

happy 55th birthday mama!

may Allah bless you always, with the good health and happiness too.

i miss you so much,
i need you the most,
i love you always, with all my heart.
i wish you well, always.

mama, you are the greatest.
thank you for everything you have done for me~


dear abah,

happy birthday to you too.

semoga abah ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman.

adik sentiasa doakan kesejahteraan abah kat sana.

al-fatihah.

my life may be not as lucky as all of my friends as they still have someone to be called as "ayah". but i'm grateful, because He still gave me chances to meet you, to live with you for 15 years, to feel your love and create wonderful moments with you. those special moments with you will always be remembered. i'm proud to be your daughter.

honestly, deep in my heart, your little girl really miss you so much abah.

i love you.

thank you~

this post actually suppose to be published yesterday, but due to tiredness of spending the whole day in the city, i fell asleep without clicking on the "publish post" button :P

nothing much to say,

it's just thank you, thank you and thank you.

thanks for the delicious nasi goreng!

so touched by your thoughts.

you know how much i appreciate it.

p/s: thanks very very much to someone who lined up in the queue juga. sorry because i was late. huhu.

i heart both of you very much :)

i miss everyone~

It's been a while since I last hit the keyboard and type words here.

Tonight, I am here, staring at the dark sky, reminiscing a really wonderful and memorable winter trip that I had with my loved one, friends and then continued with my dearest family.

Life in Brissy without him and my family now makes me feel bad.

They are in my mind constantly.

Everything I do, everything I see reminds me of them.

I need more time to spend with them. There's a lot more things to do with them.

I miss him, together with everyone back at home :(

This is hard, but I know I have to keep strong and should get over from this feeling.

Dear, how I wish you were here.

picture from khirol's cam, thanks ya dear.

p/s: realizing that I should be grateful coz I still have friends who are always here with me to brighten my day. thank you very much lovely friends.

lucky or unlucky~

and...

it was just unlucky...

one, two, three~

May is coming to the end,
So do my semester,
But I still have three more assignments to go, **Sigh**
I can't wait to finish this!

Dear Allah, please give me strength and courage to go through this hard time...

HE will bring you through~

Allah did not promise that life would be easy,
but HE promise to go with you,
Every step in your life,
with HIM by your side,
HE will never let you alone.

If Allah brings you to something that you feel difficult, HE will bring you through it.

InsyaAllah.

I Know~

that you will never understand....

My Wish~

Time is Precious~

"Lost time never found again"

~Benjamin Franklin~

Huh, I have to remind myself again, again and again.

Stop wasting your time Jyjy!

Us~

We've shared so much laughter, so many tears,
We're a spiritual bond that grows stronger each year,
We're not sisters by birth,
but we knew from the start,
something put us together to be sisters by heart.

~meghan, 2010~

may our friendship last forever, insyaAllah :)

Picture~

A picture can bring thousand of memories

I miss both of you so much Mama and Abah!

Mother's Day~

To my dearest Mama,

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!

I love you for all the things you do,

but most of all,

I love you for simply being you!

Thanks for your concern,
Thanks for your blessing,
Thanks for your doa,
Thanks for everything Mama!

I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH!

always and forever :)

Lots of Hugs and Kisses from me,
~Adik~
(9th May 2010)

p/s: i wish to be there with u now, but sorry i can't, i miss u mama...

The Way to Happiness~

Kind reminder to myself and others too:

Keep your heart free from hate,

Keep your mind free from unnecessary things,

Live simply,

Expect little,

InsyaAllah, you will find your happiness.

Three~

this is not a 3mobile advertisement ok :P
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I'm here..

A friend who..

Loves you..

Makes you feel alright..

Listen and accept you as you are..

and here..

three of us..

thank you very much kepada pemberi teddies yang cute mute ni ;)

semestinya mereka semua cute seperti kamu!!!

I heart you both!!

May our friendship always be blessed by Allah :)

"A reassuring presence,
A light when times are dark,
A hand reaching out,
Is what friendship is about."

(Laure, 2010)

La Tahzan

"Ingatlah, hanya dengan mengingati Allah, hati menjadi tenang"

IMY~

Yesterday,

When I was waiting for the bus,

There was an old man who really caught my attention,

The way he sat,

The way he dressed up,

The way he wore his spectacle,

Even the way he read the newspaper,

Made me keep looking at him without him realizing it,

I don’t know why,

But, I just couldn’t avoid my eyes from him.

Then,

The bus came,

I got on the bus,

And once again,

I turned and looked at him,

Maybe it was the first and the last time I met him,

I looked,

Looked,

And looked

Until he disappeared from my sights.

I wasn’t sure why I couldn’t avoid myself from looking at him just now,

What’s so special about that man?

I kept thinking,

Thinking,

Thinking,

And finally I found the answer.

Yes,

He looked like him.

I myself couldn’t believe of what I saw.

But that’s the truth.

He reminded me of him.

I miss you Abah.

SMS~

Today, my little princess text me on the phone,

"Chu jiji bila nak balik kakak rindu"

and I replied,

"Chu jiji pun rindu kakak. Nanti chu jiji habis school chu jiji balik ok. Chu jiji sayang kakak dengan adik tau"

she replied,

"Kakak tunggu chu jiji balik kakak pun sayang chu jiji juga"

and I replied again,

"Sekolah chu jiji jauh. tunggu chu jiji ok sayang. nanti chu jiji balik. cuma lambat sikit saja"

and here, I'm still waiting for her reply.

Yes, I miss you kakak. I keep calling and try to talk to you everyday but you refuses. Kakak marah chu jiji ye sebab chu jiji tinggal kakak. Sabar ok sayang. I'll be back to you by the end of this year. Kita play games, kita pi jalan sama-sama lagi ye sayang.


Not to forget, I miss adik, wafi, iman, mama and other family too! I love you all!

Distance may do us part, but all of you are so close in my heart.