Ombak Rindu~

Last Saturday, I went to Pavilion with my family purposely to watch Ombak Rindu. I didn't expect anything from the movie since I haven't read the novel.

Ombak Rindu is about Izzah, a kampung girl who have been sent to Kuala Lumpur by her uncle to become a prostitute and finally was bought by Hariz. She insisted to be his wife and they then got married and finally they fell in love with each other. This movie becomes more complicated with the presence of Mila, Hariz's childhood sweetheart who has had a cruch on Hariz since she was small and that they were supposed to get married!

I think that's enough for the synopsis. If you want to know more, go and grab the novel or watch the movie :)

Well, basically, Maya did a great job being Izzah. I myself couldn't resist myself from crying. I just can't get over Maya's expression throughout the movie, she was really feeling it. Besides, Hariz and Mila's characters were played well too.

This is a two hour movie that makes you appreciate people that you love and care. Somehow, it did give an impact to the audience. The purity of love, the loyalty of a man who willing to change just because of a woman whom he never thought he'd meet and never crossed his mind that he will ever fall too deep in love with her.

Stand up for love, fight for love, cry for love, forgive for love, accept for love, change for love. All were done for love. This movie has made me realize that besides prayers to Him, patience and sacrifices are truly important in love.

Go and watch it. Worth all the tears, as I personally think.

end of a journey~

1st December 2011, served as the last day of me being a teacher trainee. My journey to the 1st December started 5 and half years ago when I decided to join the TESL course in IPBA. It's a long journey. A very long journey with hard work, stressful days, as well as happiness. A journey that has made me more independent when I was far away from my family and tougher to endure hardship. It's also a journey where I met amazing people. People that have taught me the meaning of love and friendship. Yes, indeed, it's such a meaningful journey and I am glad to be part of it. And now, with perseverance, support from family and friends, and blessing from Allah, I finally come to the end of the journey. I know, I will miss this journey. I will miss those people that I have met. I will miss those things that I have done throughout this journey. But one thing for sure, all the wonderful memories of this journey will always be remembered.

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on a different note!

thanks very much sister for the special treat! we did enjoy the food even though we are on diet :P

p/s: praying with hopes that i will pass the KISSM and SPP interview. insyallah.

Ma'al Hijrah~

We've celebrated the New Year in Islamic. I hope that I'll be able to change from not-so-good to better. It's time to hijrah and move on. With hopes that this new year will bring more happiness in life. I wish for less tears. I pray for health and successfulness. Above all, I wish that everything I do will be blessed by Allah the Almighty.

I believe, everyone wants to change too. To be a better person and being respected by others. So do I. So, let's have new hopes and dreams. Let us change to become good Muslims. Insyaallah, if we always pray to him, everything will be fulfilled. Just believe in Him.

December will, Insyaallah, be a good month. Starts with the SPP interview, weddings lining up in the line, graduation and others. I foresee a hectic yet blissful month. May that be a good ending for 2011. Insyaallah.

May Allah bless us all. Salam Ma'al Hijrah 1433.

p/s: i wish i'll more confident during the interview :(

Random~

moment~

i just miss this.

apple of my eye~

My family and I went to my niece and nephew's kindergarten graduation and annual concert last weekend. I am so proud of them. Inas, for who she has already become now, a brave, soft and pretty 6 years old girl. She walked out onto the stage with confidence to give her speech on behalf of other six years children who will be graduated on that day and she could also dance very well. :) While Izaz, a 5 years old boy, who loves Ultraman and Ben 10 so much, who always eager to "fight" with me, suddenly turned into a sweet charming boy who could dance greatly! Hehehe. I was so happy to see them. Little did I knew, that they have grown up to be a big smart girl and boy. It's amazing right, how fast time flies by and we even don't realize it. No matter what, I always pray and hope that they will be a great and successful person in the future :) Coming back to the concert thingy, I also enjoyed other performances from other classes. The kids were so adorable. They were all beautiful, handsome and very talented, each and every one of them. Well done kids!

ready to go after makeup session with mama do :)

inas while giving her speech.

home is where the heart is~

i was at home for one week holiday,

got the chances to feel the peace atmosphere at home.

with all of the rain we've been having every day,

everything is so nice and green.

such a relief as i was away from the business and traffic jam in the KL metropolitan city.

i feel blessed.

thank you Allah.

one of our favourite places at home

When You Thought I Wasn't Look Good~

When you thought I wasn't look good

You sang one of my favourite song

And I started to sing along too which made me feel better.

When you thought I wasn't look good

You made silly jokes

And that created smiles of my face.

When you thought I wasn't look good

You brought me to a restaurant

And I thought it was good to have some meal to release the not good feeling.

When you thought I wasn't look good

You bought a present for me

And I knew that even it was just a little thing, but it was special.

When you thought I wasn't look good

You said a prayer

And I knew that Allah is that I always can talk to.

When you thought I wasn't look good

You always tell that you love me

And I felt loved.

When you thought I wasn't look good

You cheered me up

And it made me to feel happy too.

Thanks for everything

For all those sweet things you did

When you thought I wasn't look good.

Love,

Jiji.

Burned!

Last week was a fantastic week even though I am BURNED! Got the chances to learn and play in my first ever cricket match everyday of last week. We even played under the hot sun in the afternoon! I still do not fully understand the rules of cricket actually. Still have to learn about how to give score and etc. as I am still confuse about it :) But basically what I learned from the game is that each team will send two batsmen on the field. One is batting and both of them will run to the opposite wicket and the number of runs they score is based on how many times they can safely reach the opposite wicket. At the same time, members of the opposite team will be the bowlers and fielders. Everyone will get the chance to bowl.

One important fact to know is you must protect the wicket or the stumps. If the bowler hits the wicket, you'll be out. I still not good enough in bowling as well as batting. I hardly got the chances to bowl straightly to the stump and hit the ball when I became the batter. But I did try to protect the stump :P There's a lot more of info and things that I learned last week. FOCUS. Is the extremely vital in the game. You have to be very focus in order for you to bowl the ball straightly to the stump and hit the ball to protect the stump if you are the batter.

Overall, although I am not a person who is not really into sports, I did enjoyed playing cricket! It was a good beginning of cricket experience. Luckily, I got team mates who are really supportive. Proud to be myself and really respect those who fully participate the course from Monday until all the matches finished on Friday. Thank you and well done guys!

p/s: am still searching for effective whitening lotion to get rid of the burned skin :(

you can easily judge the character of others by how they treat those who can do nothing to them of for them. you'll see it by yourself. you'll know and come to realize what kind of person he/she is.

Moon's Halo~

i'll never forget how amazing you look tonight, Moon.

Allah is the Greatest, indeed.

thank you~

our friendship has survived for many years, through thick and thin, through ups and downs, we've grown closer and closer over time, it is really wonderful and i truly appreciate it.

some people come into our lives and go, some stay for a while and leave footprints on our hearts. but for ours, we become real friends. i hope this will stay the same and last forever. i simply can't say in words how much it has meant to me.

thank you so much.

they are everything for me, but i'm nothing for them.

Back to blogging again~

Hello everyone!

How have you been? I've been neglecting you for a long time aite? It's not that I did not have have anything to tell about. But I just have been too lazy to write anything. A lot of things have happened since my last post. Great moments, bad moments and all the ups and downs in life. But I just didnt feel like sharing, let me keep it to myself ya :) All I can say is that time moves really fast. And it's already the end of September!

Today is the last day of my practicum. And I couldnt believe that I almost near to the end of my study life. Only few more weeks in IPBA and a few assignments left and then I'm officially a teacher. Insyaallah. How the year has flown by.

I obviously got a lot more to say than this, but to cut it short, let say that the past 12 weeks have been very emotional yet fantastic learning experiences. I would like to thank all the teachers and pupils in SK Menjalara for accepting four of us into the big happy family and for all of your continuous cooperation, guidance and support during our stay in the school. For you kids, all the best and may all of you success in your future undertaking! Miss Izzaida will always pray for all you :)

Changed~

Everything seems to change and fall apart. I need to regain my strengths. Please Ya Allah, help me to go through these challenges.

Baginda Rasulullah sallallaahu ‘alayhi wa sallam bersabda:

"Bahkan sesungguhnya serulah manusia kepada kebaikan dan cegahlah dari kemungkaran.Kamu nanti akan melihat satu keadaan di mana kebatilan akan dituruti, hawa nafsu akan jadi ikutan dan dunia ini akan lebih diutamakan. Setiap orang akan tenggelam dalam pandangan masing-masing. Peliharalah diri kamu dan janganlah dituruti orang ramai.

Sesungguhnya selepas zaman kamu ini, akan datang hari-hari yang menuntut kesabaran, dankesabaran itu akan menjadi seperti perbuatan menggenggam bara api di dalam tangan.

Sesiapa yang terus bertahan dengan keadaan itu akan mendapat ganjaran seperti 50 orang yang berbuat perkara yang sama” Sahabat bertanya, “Ya Rasulullah, ganjaran 50 orang seperti mereka?” Baginda menjawab, “Ganjaran 50 orang seperti kamu”

p/s: quoted from one of my fav blogs. so, credit to sis J for sharing the very valuable hadith :)

Dont take too long to realize something good because by then it'll be long gone.

do i have one?

who do your turn first when you have something to tell about? if it's your best friend, it means that you've got a very very close friend. as i read in readers digest, it is said that many people turn first to their closest friend to share their deepest wishes and the darkest fears. for me, i usually tell everything to my mum. but for sure, i can only tell her the good news as i do not her to worry about me. for someone who can be called a really really really good friend whom i can share everything with and willing to share everyhting with me, do i have one??

a thought~

some of us think that holding on makes us strong,

but sometimes it's better to let it go..

No more~

staying up till late at night doing nothing but having girls talk or gossiping,

trying clothes with tudung or shawls during free time,

sudden plans,

randomly went to housemates' rooms just because I'm bored,

burning the midnight oil to complete our assignments (individual or group),

running to submit assignments before the due time,

last minute cracking up head to memorize things for exams,

discussions and sharing notes,

shopping,

taking breakfast, lunch and dinner together,

watching movies,

addicted to Easyway,

surprise birthday parties,

dressing up to go to classess or hang out in the city,

girls' day out,

coming late to classes,

feel sleepy during classes,

laughing out loud as the world is ours,

cooking favourite dishes together,

our usual dialogue, "nak pakai baju apa eh?"

going out wearing clothes with theme colours,

nervous when it's time to do presentations,

having picnic by the beach,

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you know what? I can't proceed any more because the list goes on and on and on....

because there are so much things that I have done with them since I knew them five years ago..

these are among the things that we've done together either in KL or Aussie that I will always remember..

there are just too many of wonderful memories with the girls that I will never ever forget. to you girls, you know it by yourself I guess, you know I love and appreciate you really much. Insyaallah, although we are going through a different phase in our life, I hope we'll always stick to each other. May Allah bless you girls. thank you for being my best friends :)

p/s: no more staying in the hostel. im leaving the hostel life to stay with my mum and sister. having mix feelings as i am happy to stay with them but also sad to leave my friends and also mr. KA although i know that i still can meet them everyday :(

~Wonderful Weekend~

I have so many things that I wish I could blog about but my laziness to write tops it all. So, to cut a long story into a short one, I had a great weekend! I got to spend my weekend with all my loved ones. Colouring, reading story books, watching cartoons at home, playing games at the arcade game with sisters and niece and nephew. Went shopping with mama and sisters, watched Nur Kasih and makan-makan with the whole family including mr.KA was something that I value the most. Thus, to sum it up, my weekend was awesome! Looking forward to more and more remarkable memories to be treasured with my family :) Alhamdulillah.

things to ponder~

just because you’re physically close with someone, doesn’t mean you’re the closest one to someone.

My Prince and Princess~

alhamdulillah :)

fear~

these few days, i've been thinking about it, the current fear that i'm having. that if things go the way we didn't so much expected but if it happen anyway, i'll be afraid of facing it.

i've been putting a lot of effort for this coming exams. but the feeling of fear is still can be felt. ya Allah, please give me strengths. let everything goes well. i know, what can i do right now is, tawakal.

patience~

don't be sad,
don't feel too stress,
don't lose your hope,
but,
be patient,
keep putting endless effort,
pray to Him,
seek His guidance,
seek His forgiveness,
believe in Him,
InsyaAllah,
He will help you,
because,
Allah will always be with you.

I miss my man~

"when you are on the top, don't forget your parents, family first, i know you will be one of the successful ladies in family later, always remember Allah"

this is one of his advices that he gave when he is still alive. besides mama and other family members, mr.KA and beloved friends, this is what that keeps me going until now. he is gone, but his words is always with me.

it is stated,

it is the truth,

it is qada' and qadar,

i know,

no matter how much i cry,

no matter how much i need you,

no matter how much i miss you,

no matter how i much i love you,

you'll never ever come back,

i dont know why,

it has been eight years,

since you left us,

but deep in my heart,

there's still a little tiny hope,

that one day you'll come back,

but it's just a hope,

which i know,

it will never become reality,

but i wish,

to meet you again in His Jannah,

insyaallah,

I miss you Abah.

Al-Fatihah.

working with it~

FATIGUE

mentally I am, I have never expected this,

tons of workloads are burdened on my shoulder

may everything goes well as planned,

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah segala urusanku dan rakan-rakanku,

Amin,

Insyaallah.

Things to ponder~

Sometimes Allah gives us hard time so that we can understand the pain of others and to be more considerate. Please, think about your action before you do anything, think first before saying anything, Because it might hurt others without you realizing it. Thank you.

thank you~

you hurt me,

but it's okay,

because you gave me thousand of reasons,

for me to be stronger,

for me to be closer to my Creator,

thank you very much.

When blue skies turn to grey~

a beautiful thing might come to an end sometimes,

even when you thought that everything is going on smoothly,

but somehow there are still flaws among the perfection,

there are frustrations behind all the smiles,

and a crack beneath a well plastered surface because the truth is nothing last forever.

Unwell~

been very sick for the past 4-5 days with high fever, sore throat and flu..
been taken tons of medicine..
thank God it's holiday..
so I have enough time to rest, stay at home and keep myself away from school..
ya Allah, please make me recover soon..

p/s: i still have lots of assignments waiting for me. please, pray for me people.

~Sometimes~

loving a human only gives pain and anguish,

but loving Allah gives peace and serenity,

and it is for eternity.

why do we love if we know we might get hurt~

as we grown up, we will learn that even the person who is not suppose to let us down, probably will. you might have your heart broken, and you might also break others' hearts..

well, things happen for a reason, we might not able to speak it out, but we can't hide everything from Allah. he knows the reason and what's the best for you...

just be patient, everything will be fine, insyaallah...

:-)

dear you,

i'm glad to have you as one of my best friends.

thank you very much.

p/s: you know who you are. i love you heaps!

It's Holiday!

Thank God, It's Holiday!

Alhamdulillah, have safely arrived my hometown this evening. My journey was okay as I was accompanied by two of the important people in my life. My mum and Mr. KA :P And I only have one week to spend my time here. Well, I know, time is going to pass really fast.

There's so much to think about, so much to remember and so much to do!

No complains though! But hey, it's a normal thing for every student to enjoy the holidays and at the same time having stressful moments thinking about the assignments. Yes, I have to start thinking about the assignments as I'm getting worry about it.

Hmm...

Nothing much to say here...

Happy Holiday and Happy Chinese New Year Everyone!

random thoughts~

ignorance is a bliss they say,

and yes, it is true,

especially if it is something you do not know and sure of,

so,

just ignore it,

coz in order for you to have a clean and pure heart,

you should think positive and look for the good in others,

insyaallah.

hello peeps!

hey hey hey!

welcome 2011.

goodbye 2010.

yeah, january is coming to the end.

but i hope it's not too late to wish everyone,

"Happy New Year 2011!"

2010.

you are worth to be reminisced.

thanks Allah for giving me a great year fulled with lovely memories and people.

2011.

i am looking forward for a wonderful year again.

so, please be nice to me 2011!

insyaallah =)