things to ponder~

just because you’re physically close with someone, doesn’t mean you’re the closest one to someone.

My Prince and Princess~

alhamdulillah :)

fear~

these few days, i've been thinking about it, the current fear that i'm having. that if things go the way we didn't so much expected but if it happen anyway, i'll be afraid of facing it.

i've been putting a lot of effort for this coming exams. but the feeling of fear is still can be felt. ya Allah, please give me strengths. let everything goes well. i know, what can i do right now is, tawakal.

patience~

don't be sad,
don't feel too stress,
don't lose your hope,
but,
be patient,
keep putting endless effort,
pray to Him,
seek His guidance,
seek His forgiveness,
believe in Him,
InsyaAllah,
He will help you,
because,
Allah will always be with you.

I miss my man~

"when you are on the top, don't forget your parents, family first, i know you will be one of the successful ladies in family later, always remember Allah"

this is one of his advices that he gave when he is still alive. besides mama and other family members, mr.KA and beloved friends, this is what that keeps me going until now. he is gone, but his words is always with me.

it is stated,

it is the truth,

it is qada' and qadar,

i know,

no matter how much i cry,

no matter how much i need you,

no matter how much i miss you,

no matter how i much i love you,

you'll never ever come back,

i dont know why,

it has been eight years,

since you left us,

but deep in my heart,

there's still a little tiny hope,

that one day you'll come back,

but it's just a hope,

which i know,

it will never become reality,

but i wish,

to meet you again in His Jannah,

insyaallah,

I miss you Abah.

Al-Fatihah.

working with it~

FATIGUE

mentally I am, I have never expected this,

tons of workloads are burdened on my shoulder

may everything goes well as planned,

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah segala urusanku dan rakan-rakanku,

Amin,

Insyaallah.

Things to ponder~

Sometimes Allah gives us hard time so that we can understand the pain of others and to be more considerate. Please, think about your action before you do anything, think first before saying anything, Because it might hurt others without you realizing it. Thank you.